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Monday, 14 September 2009

  • Jesus! YOU WON MY HEART!

    Those of you clicking on this site the 3 prior xanga posts are of Stephanie Wingard !

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    Today, I heard these words of a song and it just really gripped me.

    Jesus, You Won My Heart!

    Trading ....These Ashes In For Beauty!

    Wearing .... Forgiveness Like A Crown!

    Laying ..... Every Burden Down At The Foot Of The Cross!

    First and Foremost .... JESUS HAS TRULY WON MY HEART .... but the other 3 that TRADING, WEARING and LAYING ... well, God has this process going on in my heart and life that is revolving each and everyday.

    TRADING MY ASHES FOR BEAUTY: Somedays I still act like I want to hang on to my ashes of shattered dreams, financial problems, midlife crisis .... whatever that is. I don`t want to trade them.

    WEARING FORGIVENESS LIKE A CROWN .... Thats no better. I`d rather sit and stew awhile.

    LAYING EVERY BURDEN DOWN AT THE FOOT OF THE CROSS.... How about thinking "I" am the only one big enough to carry it until it gets so incredibly heavy that I bend beneath the heavy load. My face looks like the "World On My Shoulder." Oh, I hate living like that.

    101_3316 Just like  this .... All tied up in knots ... thinking I`m going somewhere and I am all sideways in my heart, headlocked, and holding the critical minded stick, eating out of the self-righteous garbage can!!!! No Freedom Here!

    Then I go back to the fact that JESUS HAS WON MY HEART.

    How did JESUS REALLY WIN MY HEART????  You see, for years I lived with "Attached Salvation." Yea, you heard me right. ATTACHED SALVATION! Can anything be more disgusting to Jesus then this???? Let me explain "attached salvation," like I had it. Our conservative lifestyle, doing all the right religious things, such as church membership, dressing in a conservative style of dress, denying myself of certain things, not going to certain places, position of church stuff, etc. You get the picture and you can add on all your things as well. So where does the Attached Salvation come in? Right here. After I did all these things that were proper and set me up as GODLY in the eyes of others.... I just attached salvation as a "tiny little attachment" on to this whole religious platter of do`s and don`ts.

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    I was just sitting around in my religious chair, lazing, sucking on my "religious pacifier" of looking good to others, taking it easy, not caring about anyone elses soul, thinking it was THE LIFE. How could I have been SO DECIEVED?????

    101_3309 I caught this little 1 yr. old boy in my daycare wearing someone elses shoes, sitting in the babies infant seat, sucking the babies pacifier, and completely oblivious to the fact that pink headbands are for girls.

    ..... continued .....

    Can you imagine what Jesus has been thinking of me all these years and how I broke His precious heart? He took the beatings till the blood ran down, He drank from the bitter cup of vinegar, He wore the crown of thorns on His head,and nailed to the CROSS for MY SINS. And if thats not bad enough .... HE HAD THE WEIGHT OF THE SINS OF THE WHOLE WORLD TO ENDURE. Then I just go an " attach" it to my life as (insignificant????) HOW COULD I????

    THE DAY JESUS REALLY WON MY HEART .... was when I exchanged "that religious platter" and embraced the WHOLE CROSS AS DELIVERANCE FROM MY SINS. My tongue is loosed, I have become one of these people (Oh, Please, not one of those)  that says, Amen! I clap when there is a song like " I STAND REDEEMED" ( How can you stay sitting with this song?), I cry over the song .... I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU, LORD, And my heart feels so free and light. AND THE BEST PART: ITS SO REAL!!!!

    Does that mean I have to throw my conservative lifestyle away???? No, it just means I had to destroy it as " MY IDOL." I had to renounce its hold on me "as God, and as Salvation." Also as acceptance if I thought I was living a Godly lifestyle, as filthy rags ..... AND TRADE THESE ASHES FOR BEAUTY OF " FORGIVENESS, FREEDOM, CHRISTS LOVE, JOY, PEACE, SMILE ON MY FACE, AND A NEVER-ENDING PRAISE ON MY LIPS FOR JESUS WHO FOREVER REIGNS.

    YOU CAN`T BEAT THIS JOY. IT JUST WELLS UP IN YOUR HEART AT YOUR FIRST WAKING MOMENT.

    I CAN`T WAIT TO SEE JESUS .... BECAUSE NOW HE HAS WON MY HEART!!!!!!

     

Monday, 17 August 2009

  • STEPHANIE WINGARD / Passing the Torch of Faith

    101_3076  in Stephanies life and we too will carry the " TORCH of  FAITH."

    STEPHANIE WINGARD / Passing The Torch Of Faith.

    The 2 prior posts on "Devoted2him / xanga are of Stephanie Wingard / The Cross Made The Difference and  Stephanie Wingard / Teach Us To Keep On Loving.

    I have been pondering for days the final tribute to Stephanie Wingard. Some of us hold close family ties - others deep friendships - others a passing aquaintance but no matter what our connection was, we all share the same heartfelt appreciation of how she touched our lives. And yet one stands out above all the rest to me ..... Stephanie in her own way .... "Passed Her Torch of Faith On To All Of Us."

    Her life work as we know it is finished here on earth, but really it could be only beginning for all of us through HER TESTIMONY.  

    A TORCH is a portable light .... something that illuminates, enlightens and guides.

    A TORCH-BEARER is one that imparts knowledge, or inspiration on to others.

    As I stop an think about it her smile, her living life fully on the run, but most of all that she had a deep personal moment when she asked Jesus to cover her sins with the Blood of Jesus. Thats where her heavenly beauty started to truly illuminate deep within her heart. Her soul started to burn with a Passion to follow after God. Allowing Him to enlighten her pathway and to guide her future. Not only that as many places she traveled to in visiting friends, family and events she became a "portable light." She was truly an inspiration to all she met as I veiwed the 200 photos of the funeral. The evidence was on your faces.  

    I know we all miss her terribly and always will. She put this "heartprint of love on our life, that we can`t erase." And we wouldn`t want to. But then I think of Stephanie dancing around the Throne of Heaven in all its splendor and WHAT WOULD SHE TELL US ????

    We`re still here and have a race to run to the finish line. Thats a bit disheartening to me especially when weighed down with grief. My heart and feet feel heavy.

    I think Stephanie would want us all to put on our "running shoes" and hold our Torch Of Faith up high for all to see, that we too " Stand Redeemed by the Blood of the Lamb" and get running hard after God. This isn`t quittin` time its hard runnin` time and if Stephanie could stand in the bleachers of our lives she`d be on the side lines screaming us all on to the finish line. She knows what awaits in the beauties of Heaven and she wouldn`t want one of us to miss it for the world.

    So its putting off all the weight of anything that is weighing us down and holding us back from running our race hard after God. I ask myself the question, "If I would stand on the threshhold of eternity like Stephanie what would be holding me back in meeting Jesus??????"

    Please take a moment and view the website following this and see HOW GOD STILL CHANGES LIVES ..... It will change yours too. You`ll see.

    This is a live link: Website ( www.woosterchurch.org )  Top lefthand link: "Videos on Demand"  Click and Scroll on: Cardboard Testimonies. This happened in one of our local Wooster churches on Easter Sunday 2009. God is able to meet your every need and deliver you from your sins. THE CROSS CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE. Don`t wait. He stands ready with arms open wide with a look of love on His face. Come to Me, I will give you rest. Lay your sins at the foot of the Cross and be set free.

    Grab a Firm Hold of the "Torch of Faith." Get in Position.....

    Stand / Leaning Forward / Feet poised / Ready to RUN.

    Stand - Be on your guard, Stand firm in the Faith, be men and women of courage, BE STRONG! I Cor. 16:13

    Leaning Forward  - But to Him that is able to keep you safe from stumbling, and cause you to  STAND in the presence of His Glory free from blemish and full of exultant joy. Jude 1 :24

    Feet Poised - I Can Do ALL things through Christ which stengthens me. Phil. 4:13

    Ready to RUN - He holds Victory in store for the upright, He is a shield to those whose walk is blameless, for He guards the course of the just and protects the way of his faithful ones. Proverbs 2:7-8

    Stephanie has passed her torch of faith onto us and is waiting just inside the "Eastern Gates."

    BUT WE`RE NOT "HOME" YET ..... RUN WITH ME TO THE FINISH LINE! ( Heaven)

Tuesday, 04 August 2009

  • STEPHANIE WINGARD / Teach us to keep loving

    The post before this is the photos of Stephanie Wingards funeral. STEPHANIE WINGARD / The Cross Made The Difference!

     

    BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN YOUR WORLD!

    God change me. CHANGE ME - CHANGE ME .... I Plead, Jesus,till I follow after YOU! So often I look around and I see circumstances that bring me pain and I forget "I CAN CHANGE." Change Me to Love, Forgive, Pray, Hug, Cry, Wipe others tears, Lift up those that are down, See others needs before my own, etc. Stephanie, wasn`t perfect but she knew how to keep on lovin`!  Thats what I need that she spoke to my life.

    Pastor Donny also quoted at the funeral .... Don`t let us go back and be the same after this!

    These photos touch my heart. Friends comforting each other in their sorrow. This was an oft repeated scene. Sometimes there are no words but, "hugs, silence and tears."

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    101_2993 LOVE WILL BRING US ALL TOGETHER BY AND BY !!!!

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    Lord, How can I change that represents more of Your love and likeness ???? Help me to lay aside all my petty differences that doesn`t really matter. Help me to go to the Cross and repent so I to can have THE CROSS MAKE A DIFFERENCE in my life.

    THE BIGGEST DISPLAY OF GODS POWER IS A CHANGED LIFE !

    TEACH ME, LORD ......

    USE MY HEART FOR SHOWING CHRISTS LOVE!

    USE MY HANDS TO LIFT SOMEONES BURDEN!

    USE MY ARMS TO HUG AND HOLD THOSE THAT HURT! 

    USE MY EARS TO LISTEN TO HEARTACHES!

    USE MY EYES TO "WEEP WITH THOSE THAT WEEP!"

    USE MY KNEES TO KNEEL AND LIFT OTHERS IN PRAYER!

    USE MY MOUTH TO SPEAK WORDS OF LOVE!

    USE MY FEET TO QUICKLY RUN WHERE YOU NEED YOUR LOVE TO BE SHOWN!

    Lord, I know if I am willing to be changed by You, emptied out of myself, You then can fill me and work out this character in my life.

    Then we can carry on Stephanies Legacy of Love.

    101_2924 Stephanies Bible! The Word of God is our guide to teach us how to live, our comfort in grief, and our way to salvation, like no other book thats ever been written.

    Its not important that I have the last word but are my last words .... WORDS OF LOVE ????

     

Friday, 31 July 2009

  • STEPHANIE WINGARD / The Cross made the difference

    STEPHANIE ANN WINGARD

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    What can I say that tells everyone what an "incredible angel you are dancing around the Throne of God?????"  The difference? Is the Cross! How do we know that? Its the Hope of the Born Again Child of God. In your beautiful Robe of White. Makes me jealous, but I know you are waiting for all of us and how beautiful Heaven must be with streets of gold.

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    She flew up to Heaven

    on wings of angels

    By the clouds and stars

    and passed where no one sees

    And she walks with Jesus

    and her loved ones waiting

    And I know shes smiling saying

    Don`t worry about me.

    We only knew Stephanie and her family 3 short years and yet they left such a touch of LOVE on our lives and to our daughter, Louetta. Its obvious how much you meant to all your friends and families at the funeral. Many tears of sadness were shed because of you moving HOME before us. Your family, friends and cousins were sad and altho they miss you so much they wouldn`t want you to come back to the world of sin and sorrow. They just want to be with you enjoying your friendship, love, and good times together. Since you can`t come back to us, that means we have to come to you.

    UNDER HIS WINGS: Oh, What Refuge in Sorrow..... There Will I Hide Till Lifes Trials Are O`er!  Resting in Jesus, I`m safe EVERMORE.

    101_2987 Olen Wingard Family

    101_2945 Father ( Olen) and Son helping to cover Stephanies Grave.

    101_2940 Emily (Mother) helping to cover Stephanies grave. Dear Emily, tears are a language .... God understands.

    101_2941 Stephanies Brothers side by side covering the grave.

    101_2988 YOUR ROSE WILL NEVER FADE! BEAUTIFUL FLOWER FOR THE MASTERS BOUQUET!

    101_2982 Stephanies Brothers placing their roses!

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    101_2985  Lean on the Everlasting Arms. Jesus has grace and strength enough to hold and carry you thro.

    101_2986 .... WITH JESUS BY YOUR SIDE !

    I`M FREE

    Don`t grieve for me. for now I`m free;

    I`m following the path God laid for me.

    I took His hand when I heard Him call;

    I turned my back and left it all.

    101_2920  I have taken flight to a beautiful city .... not made with hands.  (Heaven)

     

    I could not stay another day,

    To laugh, to love, to work, or play.

    Tasks left undone must say that way;

    I found that place at he close of the day.

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    Be not burdened with times of sorrow;

    I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.

    My lifes been full, I savored much;

    Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch.

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    Perhaps my times seemed all to brief;

    Don`t lengthen it now with your grief.

    Lift up your hearts and share with me;

    God wanted me now, He set me FREE.

    As Pastor Donny Swatzentruber was sharing during the service he mentioned over and over how we need to stand on the Rock of Jesus Christ. And thats why the Cross made such a difference to you, Stephanie and to those of us still behind. Because Jesus died for our sins we can have this Rock to stand on, lean on, hold us steady in the storms of life. These kinds of storms. Storms of grief, and extreme sadness. Moments that we think we can`t go on one more moment, but gently Jesus leads us on because HE IS OUR HOPE.

    And then there is Dave Miller .... the weight he must feel in his heart. During the funeral service Pastor Donny, requested Dave go to the front of the church and put his arm of compassion around Dave. Pastor Donny then spoke to us about acknowledging our forgiveness to Dave by standing to our feet. What tears of forgiveness flowed from the sanctuary to the fellowship hall and a beautiful moment as a testimony to the power of Gods love.

    101_3056 To those of you that read this post on either xanga or FB and if you meet this young man in person give him a hug and wrap him in prayer. Pray a "Prayer Shield" over his life that Satan doesn`t get a stronghold on his life because of this tragedy. He needs your love and encouragement to keep on BELIEVING that God still loves and forgives. Dave, was the young man driving the motorcycle on which Stephanie was riding. My personal message to Dave: Jesus cares! We are praying!

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     Remember what the Cross stands for. FORGIVENESS! The Cross makes the difference. Without the Cross and Jesus shedding His Blood for us, there would be no forgiveness for Dave or us. Stephanie, since you have experienced the sweet peace the difference the Cross made in your life.... you would agree with us and shout ..... Amen!

    Don`t worry about anything, Pray about everything, Tell God your needs, and don`t forget to thank Him for the answers. Philippians 4:6 This was on your Face Book Wall. And I think this is exactly what you would tell all of us here on earth ..... Quit worrying / Pray about everything / Tell God our needs / Thank Him for the answers. Thats a tall order on any given day .... but when the emotions of grief assail us, we tend to get off track. Thanks Stephanie, for the reminder that can be our guide on any given day, but especially now.

    101_2913 Holy, Holy, Holy  to the Lamb! Worthy is His Name! Imagine Stephanies voice in the choirs of Heaven. How Beautiful.

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    Now, Stephanie, I want you to keep on your DANCIN` SHOES, Get that Violin tuned to perfection and start the Chorus of Praise " Oh! When The Saints Come Marching In" because were comin` soon. Its just till "We Meet Again."

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    In respect to Olen and Emily Wingard no photos of Stephanie in the casket are posted. If you would like a CD of the photos taken at the funeral, contact Alice Weaver sacredevents@aol.com 330-264-2107, or Face Book Alice Weaver.

     

Saturday, 25 July 2009

  • OH, I AM SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY...

    Thanking God for the Gift of  "SAFE RETURN" of my dear sweet man afer a seperation of 2 weeks on the Western Wheat Harvest and on the road 22 hours. NEED I SAY MORE?????

    HERE`s PROOF..... Smiles and Hugs at the end of the road .... that is HOME.

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    So glad your home to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

    Your wife!

     

     

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  • I am a Mother / Grandma that is unashamedly Devoted 2 Him with my life and home. I am a Daycare Provider for 10+ years in my home, and wholly desire for God to fulfil His purpose in my life, as a Wife / Mother in worship and service to Him. My interests are FIRST and FOREMOST....GOD, then my husband, and family. I enjoy many things such as reading biographies, worshiping to music with kids in my arms, drinking lots of coffee. I am a big Southeren Gospel music Fan. Legacy 5, Jeff and Sheri Easter, Hoppers, Talley Trio, All the Gospel Express Teams. Each day my life is a journey with God with all its joys, sorrows, mistakes, and past regrets. Inspite of all this..I STAND REDEEMED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS.

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  • devoted2Him
    One thing the Lord has really been working on me. Why do you rejoice when there is a victory at a sport event but you remain completely silent in church when its time to worship? So, the girls and I started worshipping here at home and while driving in honor to the Lord. Its like I close out everyon
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    Blessings! enjoyed worshipping with you at the Inspirations concert...
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    Hello ALice so glad to connect this way or on face book someday i may write you lots we see some days i just dont function well with this iron problem well I dont want to bore you with it but if ya want o know just ask Love your neice Renita